abused and violated

I feel used, abused and violated. I was mislead, lied to, harrased, physically restrained, threatened and ended up having an abortion I did not want, that I feel was driven to. I really wanted to keep the baby with all my heart

I hate to say it but ultimately that was your decision and yours alone. No matter what outside pressure existed.

But certainly the situation is understandable and regrettably common.

What is your question?

any recourse??

Any recourse to what? I still don't see a question.

If you feel in your heart that you were "forced" to have an abortion, that's just a feeling. It is not evidence of anything concrete. Nobody can force you to have an abortion. Only you can make that decision.