Help Pls.

Good Day!! im bhe from Philippines.. i am a 21 years old just this year. My
mother is an american Citizen,she stayed in USA for almost 20 years. she
just visited her in phil. for i think just twice since before.I have two
brothers they already in US just last year. Unfortunately they weren\'t in
my Mother. My older brother stayed in the house of my half sister in Las
Vegas and my younger brother stayed in my auntie in San Diego.Unfortunately
my mother applied a petition as immigrant for me and my brother gave a money
to my mother for payments of it (take note: Its Cash) but my mother paid a
check and it bounced. And the case was rejected by the USCIS, and it was
refiled again but it will take longer years for me to wait.I\'m getting
older now.How can i feel the motherly love and care of my mom.What should i
gonna do??? Is there any fast or best way?I really miss my brothers and
sisters too. I am hoping and looking forward for you guys to help me in
anwering and solving this !
situation..